Half measures availed us nothing

I'm still pissing about with my program. Half-assed abstinence. Gaining weight. Going to only one meeting a week. Haven't called my sponsor in so long.

I think I need to get a new sponsor. I've got so much guilt about this one. She is great but I cannot call her when I need to. I won't call her when I should.

I haven't binged on sugar for a couple months now. It has gotten so ugly when I do. Mostly I'm eating too much at meals, choosing fatty empty calories, snacking at night and playing with foods I know I cannot handle.

Part of me thinks I'm getting away with it. But the rest is pretty sick and tired of the game.

Comments

[Julie]

So glad you are back!

Relapse sucks but it gets better if you work the steps and trust the process!