I'm still pissing about with my program. Half-assed abstinence. Gaining weight. Going to only one meeting a week. Haven't called my sponsor in so long.
I think I need to get a new sponsor. I've got so much guilt about this one. She is great but I cannot call her when I need to. I won't call her when I should.
I haven't binged on sugar for a couple months now. It has gotten so ugly when I do. Mostly I'm eating too much at meals, choosing fatty empty calories, snacking at night and playing with foods I know I cannot handle.
Part of me thinks I'm getting away with it. But the rest is pretty sick and tired of the game.
So glad you are back!
Relapse sucks but it gets better if you work the steps and trust the process!
Posted by: Julie | October 21, 2009 at 06:24 AM