I've been low energy for a couple weeks. My allergies went to my chest, now I have a wheezy cough. It's getting better everyday, but in tiny increments. My new role at work is a bigger adjustment than I thought. Hmm, Dodi is struggling with change, how very strange. Right.
It's the little things that are toughest. Today I offered to send my copy of some software to a coworker in the UK. I've had this application on my machine for seven years in various versions. It's so weird to think I don't need it anymore. It seems like I should hold on to it, just in case. But we only have a few copies and technically I shouldn't have need of it again. It is harder to let go of my old role than I thought it would be.
Abstinence feels more fragile right now. I feel vulnerable and that makes it challenging to make loving choices. I'm grateful for the OAs who are calling me when I'm unwilling to reach out on my own.
Thankyou very much for sharing. Sometimes change does carry with it a sense of loss. Well done for reaching out through your blog, even if you can't reach out in the real world.
Posted by: Foodfairy | May 16, 2007 at 11:23 AM